Classic Literature To Curl Up With This Autumn/Fall

Question – What is your autumn / winter comfort read ?

Today is the 11th of September (No you have not gone back in time I started this post a while ago } the nights are drawing in , the rain is pounding against the windows and autumn is fast approaching. I love so many things about Autumn/Fall , I love the golden leaves that fall off the trees , the bitter crisp morning air , the festivities like Halloween and bomfire night , the fashion getting to wear chunky knit jumpers and Ugg Boots and waste hours watching horror films. I love to write at this time of year and I like to read , I probably read more books in the Autumn than summer and I love a nice chunky classic to devour.

I’m only going to discuss three classics , probably my favourite three and they are Great Expectations , Jane Eyre and Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.

I’ve discussed Jane Eyre and Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde before on this blog so I’m going to begin with Great Expectations. Luckily I got to study all three of these novels in the past and to be honest they all link into each other as they are all gothic novels that feature realism. In Great Expectations there is the obvious gothic setting of Miss Havishams house which Pip visits and is stuck in time with everything decaying. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde also has a very gothic sinister setting with the cobbled streets and blistered destained doors. Also the weather is used to create an uneasy and eery atmosphere and heighten fear in the reader especially fog ! In Great Expectations opening chapter the marsh is foggy and confusing for young Pip “The mist was heavier yet when I got out upon the marshes, so that instead of my running at everything, everything seemed to run at me.” this shows the setting is disorientating which would have made it frightening for a child. In Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde the door is “blistered and distained” and could be seen as a gateway into a more evil world.

In Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde there is the clear theme of good and evil and it shows that even clever professional well off people can commit crimes and appearances aren’t everything . In Great Expectations Magwitch is seen to be bad in the first chapter when he threatens to have Pips guts and is seen as an evil convict , however at the end of the novel it is revealed that he has never forgotten Pips hospitality and good deeds and is Pips secret benefactor and allowed Pip to escape his impoverished life as a blacksmith and go to London to become a Gentleman.

There is definitely something to be learned here. In current society most criminals have came from poverty and are demonized whereas the more well off are seen to be “good Samaritans” even though they have been born into luxury and opportunity so are less likely to go down routes like crime , this life also leads them to be ignorant and judgemental of those in less well off positions.

Miss Havishiam is also a symbolism of this. She manipulates and plays with Pips life and takes advantage of him. She teaches him how to become and gentleman and leads him on for years only to agree to pay for Pips apprenticeship when he is old enough. She is bitter because of her own failures in life and this leads her to be cruel to Pip. In current society a lot more of the population are highly educated and can use this to oppress others.

This time of year can be tough the little daylight can be very depressing , so I always turn back to books and music I’ve enjoyed in the past and give me comfort. I posed a question to you at the start what is a book you enjoy reading at this time of year ? Comment below. Thanks for reading and give this post a like if you enjoyed 🙂

Randomness …

Hi I’m Lazy Literature and welcome to my blog I am so glad you are here ! Want to know a little bit about me ? I would say my personality contains a little bit of everything. When I was a teen I was a bit of a geek I read a lot of poetry (mainly Robert Burns ) and was kinda a hardcore feminist and radical and listened to a lot of music. However as I aged life humbled me and I found distraction in other things like Tv and films and found I really enjoyed reviewing them.

I also don’t shy away from topics on mental health. I currently suffer from psychosis and it has really impacted my life and disabled me. Having to take a cocktail of medication is now a daily routine and I struggle to motivate myself. I think when your life is mostly downs its difficult to cope.

I am currently studying with the Open University which I have been enjoying although it can be a bit isolating at times. I’m also a bit of a grunge girl I like gothic styles of makeup , tattoos , piercings and rock bands (oh and monster energy juice yep I’m that person) .

My favourite food is pizza and chocolate and if we went to a bar I would probably order gin or cider. I am a cat over dog person , I love cats and hope to have my own one day. If I was on a desert island and had to only listen to two songs they would be Motorcycle Emptiness and Mr Brightside. If I could only watch three films they would be Titanic , Les Miserables and A Series Of Unfortunate Events.

What do I believe in ? I grew up going to church regularly but wouldn’t say I have any religion now. However I do kinda believe in the supernatural and things happening for a reason. Politically I’m not that clued up or educated but I am a lefty and don’t believe in bonfire night lol.

What can you expect to see from this blog? Film , book and music reviews , rants maybe a bit of politics and creative writing , and a lot of randomness. Please like and follow 🙂

What I Have Been Reading And Watching #9

I have done it again. I keep saying I will post regular on this blog and never do. However this month has been a good one for what I’ve been reading and watching.

The only thing I have been reading is Cleopatra and Frankenstein. Its a romance novel and I am enjoying it but its not an easy a read as the likes of It Ends With Us. The opening of the book is really good. With Cleo and Frank meeting on new years eve.

As usual I have been watching a lot of TV. As I am moving out soon I have been enjoying Scotland Home Of The Year. I love watching how these beautiful homes are decorated and it gives me inspiration for how to design my own.

I have obviously been watching love Island because I live for reality TV. Some people hate it but most of us love it right? This year has been very dramatic. I have also been watching I Kissed a girl which is a reality show for queer woman and its been a long time coming. I feel like we needed a reality program that included this section of society and to be honest im probably enjoying it more than love island as it educates you and makes you fall in love with these strong independent women.

Onto some fictional programs I have been watching. I have been enjoying Vampire diaries and Game Of Thrones. Its my first time watching both and i am two series in and Game Of Thrones is not what i expected. You have to really prepare yourself for this program. Firstly there is a lot of nudity and sex in it. Secondly there is a lot of killing and they don’t hold back or angle the camera away no we see each death. The plot of this show is a little difficult to grasp but overall it is quiet entertaining and worth a watch.

Vampire diaries is a little more PG. It’s a wholesome teen drama with lots of romance and is a little bit more of a safer option to watch whilst eating your dinner. I am hands up a twilight fan and love this gothic genre of film and television. Was it as good as Twilight probably not , but it still is an easy program to follow and has you falling in love with some of the characters (even the evil ones.) The setting pulls you in with the first episode beginning in a grave yard where is were Elana meets Stefan a vampire who does not feed on blood. Then when Stefans brother Damion comes along all hell breaks lose and he starts killing folk and turning them into vampires and then killing the vampires and yeah its a fun watch even if my description of it doesn’t do it justice.

That is it for what I have been reading and watching. Also I’m kinda short on ideas so could really do with some suggestions do you like this kind of content or do you prefer more personal posts ? Anyway thanks for viewing my post and please like and follow x

Things I Would Like To Do This Summer

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I recently fished my first year of Open University YAY ! So I am really going to concentrate on this blog and posting more consistently. I’m hoping to get a new blog post out for you guys every Saturday and Tuesday so keep an eye out for me posting. I have been watching a lot of good TV lately so will probably be writing about that in my next post.

However today I wanted to talk about my plans for the summer. I am not going to lie I feel myself getting older. I’m in that awkward stage in my twenties where I want to mature but I’m still clutching on to my youth by doing things like dyeing my hair pink.

Anyway there are things I want to do before I “Grow Up” and what better time to do them than this summer

  • Move House – The first thing I want to do is move into my own place. I have recently bought a flat so most of my summer will be spent renovating it and im sooo excited. Hopefully I will be able to take photos and videos and share my journey. I have already started accumulating stuff like a £55 quilt (Don’t know who I think I am ) So please like and follow and view my previous posts so we can get on the path of making some money from this blog.
  • Go To A Music Festival – This is another big one I have never been to a music festival even though I love music and its a big part of my life. Nothing sounds better than just letting your hair down for a bit and listening to some good tunes while getting drunk lol
  • Host a house party – I’d love to host a house party in my new place maybe have a BBQ and chill in the sun sounds bliss.
  • Read at least 5 books. – As much as I love Shakespeare (Jokes who loves Shakespeare ) and 19th century classics it will be nice to have a break from them and read some easy to read thrillers and love stories. Also I watch way too much TV and YouTube so a break from that will do my brain a favour.
  • Get a Tattoo – I’m still on the fence about this one but I would quite like to get a tattoo with the Manic Street Preachers lyrics “Survivals natural as sorrow”

That is the main five things I want to achieve this summer. Please comment your plans as I would love to know what your getting up to. Look out for my next post see you then x

The Perfect Summer Read – Call Me By Your Name Review

The Perfect Summer Read – Call Me by Your Name

Like a lot of people, I recently watched “Call Me By Your Name” the film on Netflix which spurred me to order the book and read it and OMG this book mixed with the sunny Saturday we are having is the perfect combination.

The novel is beautifully written and slightly poetic and absorbs you into the world of seventeen-year-old Elio who is spending the summer at his parents Villa in Italy when an American House guest Oliver comes to stay. The book is him later in life reflecting on his teenage summer in the 80s. The summer he met Oliver. The novel contains themes like sexuality and romance.

The book explores Elio finding his identity and his infatuation with Oliver. The novel scrutinizes Elios hobbies , him and Oliver spend their days lazing about in the sun or taking part in leisure activities like  jogging , swimming or cycling. It makes the reader envy their setting and life.   Elio plays guitar and piano as well as being an avid reader and never owning a television due to being the son of a university professor it is clear from the start that Elio is a very intelligent character.

The novel does not have much of a plot by I think that is one of the things I love about it and proves that books can still be well written and enjoyable without having major plot twists and excitement .

I didn’t think I would relate to the character much and came to the conclusion  it would be pretentious and I would hate the book , but as I said it is so beautifully written and captivating following this character as he comes to terms with his homosexuality creating the perfect escape and rest bite from our real hectic life’s .

Oliver and Elio share a bedroom which creates intimacy between them. Oliver is twenty four so older than seventeen year old Elio. At the begging of the novel the first thing Oliver says is “ later”  to his driver this goodbye signals that Oliver and Elios relationship will only be temporary and introduces the reader to the present theme of Time.    

I forgot to mention I haven’t finished the book yet so the ending is still a mystery. I know what your thinking why are you writing about a book you have not finished but it was just so deserving of a review I could not wait. Overall the beginning was very captivating and  although some of the reviews I’ve read label the book as a marmite novel (You love or you hate it ) I am definitely on the love it side.

Keeping Productive

Daily writing prompt
When do you feel most productive?

I think this question is very relevant as I am currently writing my last EMA with the open university , after which I will have completed my level 1 YAY!

I have actually written a post listing my study skills and tips on studying with a disability. I will link it here

https://justascottishlassie.wpcomstaging.com/2024/01/18/tips-for-studying-with-a-disability/

I struggle with motivation a lot as I have depression and psychosis which takes a lot out of you. However I definitely feel my most productive mid to late afternoon. I feel in the morning I’m too groggy and just want to chill and at night my mental health gets quite bad and I get anxious and low. So im not an early bird or a night owl. I’ve got to say sometimes I’m guilty of leaving things to the last minute so I’m really trying to keep on top of my studies for this last EMA. Comment down below if you also struggle to keep productive.

I really have loved this year and don’t know how some people can find literature dry. I mean maybe if you don’t relate to the novel but I’ve been studying 19th century novels for about three years now , if you include Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde which I studied at college.

This module was more focused on literature which I loved. Jane Eyre and Great Expectations are such great books , and when you start to analyse them and pull them apart you start to understand the characters and techniques used in these Gothic Novels.

I have found with my course there is a lot of material to get through and read and it can be overwhelming. However I find just sitting down and setting a timer for 30-60 mins and breaking it up helps a lot. I watch a lot of YouTubers who can study for hours on end and I just cant get my mind disciplined enough for that. Its better doing 30 mins of work that you actually take in than making notes for hours on end that are not even relevant to your task.

Also I have started making plans for summer and this really motivates me , you don’t want to let your mind wander too much but its good to have things to be excited for , so that when your finished your studies you can just chill. For example I’ve recently secured my own flat which I am going to be moving into in the summer. However it does not have to be a massive thing it could be ordering clothes or buying new makeup , even having time to work on your blog just giving yourself little rewards is good. I mean money doesn’t buy happiness but yeah we all treat ourselves from time to time.

If anyone else is studying this year I wish you luck , we can get through this ! Please like and follow and bash out a comment if you feel like it. Also if anyone else is familiar with these novels or wants to share their own study tips please do.

My Favourite Musicals

I love musicals. I grew up watching them and my family definitely loved them. Seven Brides for seven brothers , The King and I , Mary Poppins you name it I watched them all but I thought I would narrow them down to my top 4.

West Side Story – West Side Story made in 1961 contains some serious themes like racial prejudice , class , violence and loyalty. The songs are good and the drama between the jets and the sharks is exciting along with the love story overall very good film.

    Sunshine On Leith. I remember watching this film the first time I went into hospital as a teenager. Its a really cheesy Scottish upbeat film released in 2013. I love the Proclaimers songs and this film really helped me escape from my traumatic surroundings. The film follows two soldiers Ally and Davy and their return to civilian life. They both want to find love and settle down , but their lovers want something different. There is a really good scene where they are in a crowded pub and are singing it’s over and done with and all having a great time. However this romance story is not all happy as Ally proposes to Davy’s sister and gets turned down and Ally nearly hits his sisters friend whom he was starting to warm to. This film will stick with me for life and has a place in my heart.

      • Grease – Grease is such a nostalgic film for me. The film begins with Sandy and Danny having the perfect summer romance on the beach. When the summer is over they don’t think they will ever see each other again. Yet to their surprise they both end up going to the same school but behave very differently under the eyes of their peers. Danny turns into a tough guy , who adopts a don’t care attitude in front of his friends and suppresses his romantic side. Wheras sandy is led astray by a group of girls the leader being Rizzo who doesn’t like Sandy as she is a virgin , who doesn’t smoke and is academic and quite middle class. In the film Rizz sings a song “Look At Me Im Sandra Dee” Where she makes fun of her and at the end of the film Sandy changes her whole personality curling her hair and wearing leather leggings and high heels in order to fit in and be more desirable to Danny.
      1. Les Miserable – I’ve written about Les Miserables before on this blog and it is a very difficult film to go into as it is so complex but yeah definitely up there with my favourites.

      Do You Believe In Ghosts?

      Do I Believe in the paranormal ?

      I’ve been watching some TikToks recently on the Paranormal and ghosts and it interests me. I’ve never lived in an old house so I’ve never really believed in it but there have been times things have happened. My mother used to clean a church and being alone in such a big old building that has seen so many lives pass through it creeps you out but also makes you feel connected to the past.

      Recently my grandfather passed away about a year ago and at his funeral I unknowingly sat in his pew that he used to sit at in church. I know it might seem an insignificant thing but I felt like he was looking over me.

      So do I believe in ghosts ? Maybe. I’m an artist and I love art as it gives us a glimpse into the past things like poetry and films, but also personal things like photographs. After my granddad past we found a lot of old photos he had taken of his family and of him at his work , it was strange seeing him as a happy twenty something year old compared to the stubborn old man I knew.

      I’m not to keen on horror films but I like to watch ghost documentaries. Usually they break into abandoned asylums and care homes. I feel like these places may have energy’s. I watched a documentary on ghosts and some of the stuff just can’t be explained.

      I recently stayed over at my grans on my own , the house I sat in many years ago as a naïve sixteen year old and started this blog. It was eerie , with all the furniture gone , my gran and grandads possessions packed into boxes as my grans moved out now. The old compute still sat in the spare room now gathering dust. Their house where we’d spent our childhood celebrating new year’s eve or eating chocolate toast after a sleepover whilst my grandad read the newspaper. Is now  quiet

      I’d like to think there is a connection between our world and that where our spirit goes. It makes life easier , makes us feel connected to loved ones. Helps us cope with death.

      The question is do you believe in the supernatural ? Do you have any stories or experiences If so please share and don’t forget to follow so you can see every time I post.  

      Letter To Future Me

      Daily writing prompt
      Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

      I’ve done this post before years ago when I only had 100 followers. Click here if you want to read it. https://wordpress.com/post/justascottishlassie.uk/1266

      But lets answer the questions and pose some new ones.

      1. Have you gained 300 followers. Yes I have 722 subscribers so we have reached way past that goal. Woo!
      2. Have you sat your Higher English ? Yes about two years ago we did it and got a C now we are onto our second module with Open University.
      3. Are you in your own place ? No we did have our own place but gave it up big regret 🙁
      4. Are you pregnant ? No I worry that I was thinking about that at 19 lol
      5. Do you have a Job. Again No. Our health is still really bad.
      6. Is the psychosis and low mood any better ? Not really if anything its worse
      7. Are you overall more content – A wee bit I could be better.

      Ok so onto 33 year old me :

      Do you still have this blog have you reached say at least 2000 followers?

      Have you got your own flat or house ?

      How is the family doing is mum and dad ok? Have you even got a family of your own?

      Do you have a Job are you earning money?

      How is your health. What medication are you on?

      Are you still in education ?

      What has changed in 10 years Is technology different?

      What I’ve Been Reading And Watching # 8

      What I’ve been Reading and Watching

      I’m going to be honest I haven’t been reading much lately but I have been listening to audio books. One Audio book I’ve been listening to is the Attic Child I read Orphan Sisters by the same author and thoroughly enjoyed it so I have started listening to this book. It tells the story of a young boy Celestine who moves from his home country in Africa to England. He is sent to England by his mother who hopes for a better life for him , after his father is murdered in their village. I’ve not finished the book yet but it is very engaging and I love books that deal with serious themes.

      Another book I’ve been reading and studying is Great Expectations. Great Expectations is such a complex book and I am struggling with it. There is so many interpretations out their as it is one of the most popular if not the most popular classic of all time. I enjoyed Jane Eyre more and found it easier however I think I am biased  as I find books written by woman easier to relate to and digest.

      I have recently finished studying Jane Eyre and It is such a good book to study and dissect. The first chapters of the book when she is telling the story of Jane as a child are very profound. The abuse she suffers under the hand of her wicked aunt and then her hardship suffered at school and losing her best friend Helen all make the reader feel for Jane. Themes like an unhappy childhood , sexism , death and the supernatural are prominent. When Jane is locked in the red room she mixes reality with fear and it is her first encounter of death as her uncle died in the room. She is a very intelligent child and has a love for books as we see in the first chapters but she is still unable to process some emotions like at Lowood school she is humiliated after she drops her slate and made to stand on a stool and shunned by her peers and then when she loses Helen to illness Helen says she is going to God and this experience never leaves Jane.

      Moving onto TV. I love reality TV it really helps me relax and just not think about anything serious. I recently watched Big Brother and I miss having the routine of sitting down at nine o’clock to watch the stupid tasks and conversations. I have also been watching Dress To Impress as I quite like fashion and enjoy  nothing more than looking sound the shops( its my hobby. )

      That’s It really. I watch a lot of TikTok and YouTube so sorry I don’t have more TV or film suggestions . If anyone knows any good shows or books please leave them in the comment bellow as I do enjoy a bit of escapism. Thanks for reading and please like and follow I would really appreciate it. X